It was 5:00 AM, and the sunrise was taking place.
As I walked past the house --just across the street-- from where I was staying with a friend, I heard music playing. Familiar music. Music that was calling my name, beckoning me inside.
The door to the house was open. I walked in.
No sooner did I notice the radical audio and visual effects that were taking place that my jaw dropped and an intense rush of euphoria sent charges of energy through every sense that was then part of me.
"holy shit, holy shit, holy shit"
There was a sheet hanging from the wall that had a projector beaming on it, there were kaleidoscopic rainbow colors flowing up and down the bedsheet. It looked very much like this:
Echoing through the air was waves of intense electronic music which I would categorize as a blend combination of acid house, acid techno, "hard dance", and psytrance. Even though electronic music has been my thing for a decade, my mind couldn't categorize the music at the time. All I knew was that it was truly awe-inspiring.
Every bass kick of the hard techno slammed against me relentlessly with undeniable force. My mind became lost in every crevice of the musical rhythm. Each sound effect and tune was in harmony with every part of my being. I became unaware of my own existence, flooded with euphoric waves of pure love and energy.
The living room had about a dozen people in it. I felt the life force of every one of them, radiating with a fiery aura, as this was truly a holy place to be at. I felt that each one of these people had no evil within them. Each light and object in the room had a lifeforce of it's own, oozing and warping in three-dimensions as if they were letting me know that they was part of this gathering as well.
I was unable to speak for the first fifteen minutes or so during this event. I had been immediately thrown into a state of primal frenzy upon walking into the sanctuary.
I met somebody here who is older and much wiser than I am. I guess you could say was a teacher of sorts. Very few people that I know of in this country have this level of insight. We had very deep conversations. He is probably the smartest person I have ever met. He taught us all many things by simply being there and setting an example, and taught us many more things with his words of wisdom. There is one thing in particular that I feel has made a tremendous difference in my life and I feel is the key to the liberation of my inner anger and frustration. He said that there are no social rules. If there are no social rules then you have nothing to be angry about. I noticed a profound and lasting difference in my behavior immediately upon understanding this.
From the time I walked in until the time I left the next night was the most intense and liberating experiences ive ever had in my entire life. During the last stretch of my stay there my euphoria kept growing and growing as I realized that this happened to me for a reason and that I really believed that I experienced events that were put forth by higher powers in this universe. As the last song played, my eyes started to shed many tears very quickly. A flood of emotion overpowered me with greater intensity that it had when I first walked in.
Give me a reason to fight all the passions I hide
Give me a motive to crush all my demons inside
Find me a man who explains me the meaning of life
Send me an angel to end my destructional strife
See - what I see
Feel - what I feel
Dream - what I dream
Scream - what I scream
I wanna see you when you fly - when you fly
I wanna meet you when you fly
I wanna feel you when you fly - and you will fly
Wanna see you - wanne meet you - wanna feel you when
you fly
Swiss purple ladies are flirting with butterfly queens
Bright yellow sunshine is mixing with sweet nicotine
Floating on velvet, we drift and we virtualize
Visions of Heaven observed through kaleidoscope eyes
See - what I see
Feel - what I feel
Dream - what I dream
Scream - what I scream
I wanna see you when you fly - when you fly
I wanna meet you when you fly
I wanna feel you when you fly - and you will fly
Wanna see you - wanne meet you - wanna feel you when
you fly
Joy - fantasy - love - ecstasy
incredibly intense
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